"I got some books." Felix held up a small stack he had on the floor and set them on the bedside table. "And I can visit every day until we go home together. And I'm careful, promise. Washing my hands and everything." Felix knew he had to be really careful here or it could be one hell of a fuck up that Holden would never forgive.

"Just rest, breathe and try to get better. And when you're home, I'll hold you and -- we'll see if I ever let go." Hard to say.