"There is a point to it all. The point is you, Felix, and you are worth it. Even if you can't see that yourself right now." Holden wasn't even certain how to engage with everything else Felix had said. Like how his heart skipped a beat even just realising that Felix was implying that he hadn't wanted for them to be ended, which was patently ridiculous. But he knew he would never be over Felix, why would that have changed by now? Every time he thought about him he knew that much. And right now, looking at him.

"Just don't give up on yourself. Please." Not his place to ask, but it seemed important anyway. "And, you know, I guess we never fit into each other's worlds. Doesn't mean it's selfish that we wanted to try. Stupid, maybe. But not selfish."