"I'm not. I don't think it's for me, that kind of love. Romantic." Never went well, really. He had wanted it so badly originally, maybe that was why he fell for Felix so hard and fast. And then there were the ill-fated attempts that went wrong with all the others. Finally actually being with Felix after all that and having that dream collapse like a house of cards during a thunderstorm really made him feel a lot less romantically inclined.

Still, he didn't want Felix to think that he was just a complete sad sack. "I'm focusing more on the familial love. I-- I actually have one. A kid, I mean. Gideon. He's watching a movie right now, he's the one who recommended the wagon wheel."